7 weeks-possible TMI-all pregnancy related!

I am now 7 weeks pregnant. Only 33ish to go. Wahoo. I am fairly miserable with this one. As I've outlined in recent posts, my demeanor is less than pleasant. I feel nauseous pretty much all the time, in a car it is intensified. I'm having horrible cravings for things that I don't even like. I devoured 10 jalapeno poppers earlier this afternoon and I hate jalapenos. These are officially my pregnancy addiction...well, for now. I am also craving jagermeister (a craving I have not satisfied) and I have never, ever liked that stuff at all. I also have so. much. cramping. I have never felt so uncomfortable so early! I have honestly contemplated a trip to urgent care a couple times. Because of this I will probably call and bump up my first prenatal appointment a bit. When I called to make my appointment they were willing to see me right away at 4 weeks so I am sure this won't be a problem. Maybe I'll even get an early ultrasound for a sneak peak. I am also way more exhausted than I have ever been in a pregnancy. I wonder if that has anything to do with already having 4 kids, including one that is still a baby, and Bj being gone with all the stress we're under right now?Nah...probably not. I miss Bj like crazy! Honestly, before he left, I was ready for some space and a break but, I'm done now. I want my husband back. My house is a disaster, I would honestly give someone my very last dollars to come sweep and mop my floors and fold my laundry. But, I am going to make great efforts to get all of that done this weekend. I am sure my kids will be super helpful. The good news is this will all turn into an awesome crying, pooping, sleep machine and that really is super amazing and awesome! I am a horrible pregnant woman but a great mom. Can't win 'em all. :)